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About Me Member One who left DA and came back! onceAmoth18/Female/Australia

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Knives and HighwaysI know what I'd do if I weren't so fucking scared, If only I could, If only I could, But what good is a freedom you can never see? At least here I can feel pain. Knives and Highways
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SummerIt's summertime now - I hear them say, At the very least early spring, But if they could just feel how cold it is they wouldn't have mind to sing, The flowers wither before my mind, The stars are shot down in a line, as I sit myself in a little dark room Just to wave by the time, Summer surely is here at last but it pays to me no heed, I miss the way the rain pelts down Mimicking how I bleed, The warmth melts down about my shell; I crave its touch on frozen skin. But out there with sun is shade as well And I daren't let it in. Summer
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FashionableI see you found a place you fit, Do you feel special? Would you quit it if you could or do you love its velvet touch? Everybody about you feels the same, At least they say they do, they think they do. Every day someone says they're falling further, The next you do the same And you toast the pain that binds you. Shallow cuts, A shallow mind, Whatever you say goes, And them. Strange - until you found each other, only one of ou seemed to know, That that's how the world feels, But now- And you all fall down together, And you all cry o Fashionable
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Fate?Shie from twisted empathy that knows you not, And apathy will hold you high above the tide where all the lies you have denied will draw ever away
Friend
A face emerges from the gloom and mouths the words: they are the same, And join in golden glow uncaring, Unobtrusive silence sharing Back to back you face each other and the world
Now
Those hands that held you in the light, Those saviours dear; those beams of gold clutch tight demand to know too much and find that core that none may touch, So melt into the pi Fate?
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This is all so weird.

Sun Dec 3, 2006, 8:04 PM

Sheez..
Went away because all of this wasn't me anymore.
Came back for a peek at the memories.
It's strange to see who I thought I needed to be.
Caught up in the fashion.
Trying to be so as to keep an eye on a friend, and try to fee it their way.
Looking back, being such a whinge for a while was aazing. It showed me there are times when you can chose to be whoever you want to be.
Sometimes.
And the skin I took on then just didn't fit anymore. It nver quite had, but I'm still glad I tried it on for a while.
This is so weird. Did I really write all that? And the things I seemed to say are hardly the things I remember thinking.
Conforming to a mould - even as an anonymous internet construct.
Interesting.
Could get rid of it - but that would be lying.
Anyone listening - SMILE!!!

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~Pensinpotatoes Jun 19, 2005, 4:10:59 AM

You write really well for a 15 year old. I really thought you were older after reading some of your stuff. I'm about to turn 16 and I don't know some of those words lol. But, I do write older than I am. But, oh well. Great work! And I hope everything goes well on deviantart!

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Tory

"Susan we need to discuss the matter
of ya takin' Nurse Henleighs socks
and hidin' them in the hall toilet."

^'Emerson', from the movie I wrote (White Walls, Crazy Halls)

~Pensinpotatoes Jun 26, 2005, 10:21:48 AM

lol you are very welcome, my sweet. Emotional telepathy would be interesting. But I don't think it would be the greatest thing. And yes, I understand what you're saying.

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Tory

"Susan we need to discuss the matter
of ya takin' Nurse Henleighs socks
and hidin' them in the hall toilet."

^'Emerson', from the movie I wrote (White Walls, Crazy Halls)

~onceAmoth Jun 26, 2005, 1:37:51 AM

Thanx and gratefulness.
I find words fascinating so that's my excuse but whatever ones you know or use they never end up saying what you want them to.
We should all take up emotional telepathy.
seriously though, you're a pretty great writer yourself, sometimes age shouldn't just be measured in years.

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Smile!